Manic Party

If I’m thinking too much then it’s bad for me

Living in my head not who/ where I’m supposed to be

I try to find myself in the mirror

I try but it don’t seem to be clear

Being by myself I know is bad for me

Coz when I’m all alone I’m very bored of me

But I’m never alone got my tears

At least I know they won’t let me down

Yeah I’m down bad

On the floor I’m crying

Close the door I’m hidin’

Yeah I’m down down down

Yeah down bad

On the floor I’m crying

Wtf

Then I can’t helpbut laugh

Coz I’m my head I’m better than this

I’m having parties in my head

They’re sad as shit

My crush is right here in my bed

We fly and shit

I’m only happy when I’m down down down down

Yeah you should see me in my head I’m better than this

I’m having parties in my head

They’re sad as shit

My crush is right here in my bed

We fly and shit

I’m only happy when I’m down down down down

I don’t let my guard down no one’s close to me

Always so afraid they’ll be the enemy

I wish that I could live a bit freer

I try but it don’t seem to be clear

Wanna dance at parties want the lights on me

Be a typa high but got no drug in me

Tell all my friends I’m happy to be here

But this is a dream hey wake up

Yeah I’m down

On the floor I’m crying

Close the door I’m hidin’

Yeah I’m down down down

Yeah down bad

On the floor I’m crying

Wtf

Then I can’t help but laugh

Coz in my head I’m better than this

I’m having parties in my head

They’re sad as shit

My crush is right here in my bed

We fly and shit

I’m only happy when I’m down down down down

Yeah you should see me in my head I’m better than this

I’m having parties in my head

They’re sad as shit

My crush is right here in my bed

We fly and shit

I’m only happy when I’m down down down down

Yeah in my head

Living in my

In my head

Loving in my

In my head

Happy in my

When I’m down down down down

Coz in my head I’m better than this

I’m having parties in my head

They’re sad as shit

My crush is right here in my bed

We fly and shit

I’m only happy when I’m down down down down

Yeah you should see me in my head I’m better than this

I’m having parties in my head

They’re sad as shit

My crush is right here in my bed

We fly and shit

I’m only happy when I’m down down down down