So Alone

No, no, no, no, no, no

No, no, no, no, no, no

I have no one to relate to

All I have is my private world to escape to

I sit at home, go through my phone and page through

My friends list 'cause its friendships that I once knew

I didn't choose to be a loner, I just moved on and kept a distance

'Cause I had dreams and they didn't

All they wanna do is smoke, wild eyed and fuck bitches

But there's more to life than partying, I guess that I'm different

I speak but they don't listen

My heart beats and it feels friction

I feel complete but there's something missing

I wanna leave rap but I committed

And I feel like I ain't got no one to talk to

I feel like I lost myself and I feel like I lost you

They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit

I tell 'em how I feel, they don't give a shit

They don't love me and yes, I'm getting sick of it

Depressed, I'm feeling alone, fuck I don't wanna get into it

Like who can I talk to?

The walls hear my voices and and it walks through

Like I talk and no one's listening

I go crazy and there's no one to witness it

I feel so alone, I feel so alone

I feel so alone, so alone

I feel so alone, I feel so alone

I feel so alone

There's no one to talk to, yeah

I'm getting pissed off 'cause I've been pissed on

What is with y'all trying to put me down?

Trying to come up from the underground

Getting the crowd wild 'cause my style's bringing them smiles

You been hating, debating, if I'm overrated

Having conversations with peers, said I'm too basic

And I'll never make it, I will not get famous, this isn't my year

I don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck

All I wanna do is touch your heart

This is my life, I play my part

I'm tryna find light when my times get dark

You don't understand, you never lived my life

When you grow up, see your parents drunk all the time

Big brother gang banging his whole life

How the fuck do you think that won't affect mine?

They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit

I tell 'em how I feel, they don't give a shit

They don't love me and yes, I'm getting sick of it

Depressed, I'm feeling alone, fuck I don't wanna get into it

Like who can I talk to?

The walls hear my voices and and it walks through

Like I talk and no one's listening

I go crazy and there's no one to witness it

I feel so alone, I feel so alone

I feel so alone, so alone

I feel so alone, I feel so alone

I feel so alone

There's no one to talk to, yeah

I feel lonely, reality just set in and it just got harder

I never had a role model, so I wanna be one for my daughter

'Cause my whole life, it feels like everyone broke their promise

But I'm still standing, tell my fam I got us

Always working OT, in the studio talking about my problems

And I promise it will never end, it feels like I ain't never had a friend

I'm not gonna lose, tell 'em I came here to win

I'm rapping about my life, where do I begin?

They wanna see my fall but I'm still standing

They try to put me down but I still manage

They tryna send threats but I don't panic

I know that I'm the best is a bad habit

Yeah, yeah

They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit

Tell 'em how I feel, they don't give a shit

No, no, no, no, no, no

They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit

I tell 'em how I feel, they don't give a shit

They don't love me and yes, I'm getting sick of it

Depressed, I'm feeling alone, fuck I don't wanna get into it

Like who can I talk to?

The walls hear my voices and and it walks through

Like I talk and no one's listening

I go crazy and there's no one to witness it

I feel so alone, I feel so alone

I feel so alone, so alone

I feel so alone, I feel so alone

I feel so alone

There's no one to talk to, yeah

They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit

I tell 'em how I feel, they don't give a shit

They don't love me and yes, I'm getting sick of it

Depressed, I'm feeling alone, fuck I don't wanna get into it

Nah, I don't