The Journey

That's how life goes

Yeah that's how life goes

The more quiet the night

The louder my thoughts

On my hand I tatted a cross

I find god whenever I'm lost

I humble myself he's the one I'll call

If you see me defeated just know that I fought

There's a reason they need me to be in the dark

My potential broke levels that no body saw

I'm special won't settle for less I'm a Star

I'm not the typical rapper

The message in my music actually matters

My music Will live after I'm in a casket

I'm never gon' quit till I'm moving the masses

Imagine a life where I lacked all my passion

And never poured my heart and soul into rapping

I'd be miserable wondering what would happen

If I wouldn't chase my dream

That thought does damage it's funny

Kids from high school who kept dissing

All work at McDonald's I'll take a MC-chicken

Can't expect the blind to ever see your vision

You peaked in high school now you hate that I'm winning

I'm grinning this isn't me bragging or gloating

This is a reminder my drive hasn't broken

Devoted still going even at my lowest

Opponents stay hoping I'll fail when I'm chosen

These moments i'm living are real

They Don't care how I feel

I got wounds that Don't heal

And I need love still

Why you running for the hill

You won't answer me I get it

Let's be honest I am gifted

I know when energy's shifting

I know when your acting different

I know you think I Don't listen

I know you think I'm to driven

But that's something that you should know

A mediocre life's a joke

I rather have family close

I'd rather be inside a home

I'd rather have someone to hold

I'd rather smile when I'm old

If I have that but I'm broke

Then tell me who's really broke?

While I'm absent I've grown

But now I'm coming for the throne

Spent to Many nights feeling like I'm inadequate

Letting my mind tell me I should be sad again

Despite my life going right I felt stagnant

Realized the time passing by can't be had again

So I got up and my drive was my catalyze

Manifested the life I been imagining

I put the time in this isn't an accident

The rise of me yo I'm feeling immaculate

Haven't been home I been in my mind

Don't know we're just a matter of time

One minute your living the next one you die

There's some things that money simply can't buy

See you May have eyes but you can not see

You live in a box so you are not free

Life's a gift from god that you can not keep

Going against the odds the best way to think

Believing in is me is all I can do

Surrounded by haters doubters and fools

Who Will come around when I got the jewels

There here when I win but bail when I lose

It's funny how money makes change out of people

And paper dictates who's unworthy or equal

In my eyes that's the definition of evil

When materials the only they see you

I need you hear me and take this to heart

You are the reason you are where you are

Awaken your mind and follow the stars

One day they'll align and take you afar

I know life is hard the pressure is heavy

When nobody knows that your feeling unsteady

But still have to show up and feeling so empty

You're never rewarded there's never confetti

There's envy and anger never been stranger

To a life where it feels like your being anchored

Living inside of your mind feeling dangerous

Watching them fall but you can not save em

You can't save yourself your living in hell

The smile on your face makes it hard to tell

And there's no one helps

The lonely journey to your self