7 Years (Remix)

Lately, I feel so alone

Don't even know why I have a phone

Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck

Never had someone that I could call my own

It's lonely walkin' down this road

Fake friends that I didn't have to know

Same ones that fuck me over and whenever I need 'em and I turn around

They just turn ghosts

I feel I'm at an all time low

I am depressed and it hurts me to know

My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope

She's ignorin' every text message I wrote

My anxiety's high, my medication's low

I am so stressed and I hate being home

I sit and overthink everything alone

I wish I had some body to hold

Damn

I'm sick and tired of puttin' up a front

Like I'm happy, but really I am in a slump

I try to stay strong, screamin', "I don't give a fuck"

But if any body would give it, then I'm the one

I want to put down my walls and open up

I hide behind this rapper I've become

Addicted to being accepted's like a drug

No one's here I feel like I'm ready to plunge

I remember you said my music was whack

Teachers persuaded me to try give up my act

They said the image and drive is what I lacked

Made me think maybe I could never be a part of rap

Well, I ignored that, I said fuck it and snapped

Over twenty million plays, where are my haters at?

I didn't need a label to give me a chance

Today I sell out an arena, I feel like I'm the man

Buzzin' hard, but to find nothing

Never found someone who really loves me

People comin' around now 'cause I'm getting money

A few plays later, now they all see somethin'

The same guy that is from the start

The same guy my ex left with a broken heart

The same guy who turned music into his art

The same seven year old who dreamt of bein' a star

I'm twenty-two and I won't let myself down

I stood up right after I fell down

It's hard to see heaven when you know you're hell bound

I never really opened up and that's until now

I hope that I never lose you

If I could choose one person, I would choose you

I hope you understand my pain 'cause that's something we all gotta go through

Hate being down this road

Been down before, I feel like I need you more

I'm so alone, once I was seven years old

My future's all I'd imagine

And now I'm here and I look back, I'm screamin', "Damn it"

This the life I never planned it

No, I never planned it