I Can't Believe I Died

It's really over

I can't believe that I died

I do not exist

I am no longer alive

The world turn to stone

Right before my eyes

And now I'm a memory inside of everyone's mind

I crossed the other side, I am on the other side

Will I meet God? Was I a matter of time?

Was my whole life was a facade? Where is my mom?

I can't believe that I died, I can't believe died

Wait damn, I can't even say goodbye to my daughter

I wanna hold her right now and I wanna tell her I love her

I would give everything, I mean every single thing

If it means I could hug her

That's a moment I won't get

I'm feeling so much regret

Life came and went

I wish I would have appreciated every moment we spent

Nothing is left

Damn, my life crashed and burned

Gone forever, I'll never return

I can't imagine the agony my mom is feeling

I know that she is gonna hurt

So will my dad, I know he's gon' break

Damn, I know he's gon' break

Not telling both of my you how much I love you

Was probably my biggest mistake

If I could go back in time,

I would of did everything different

I would appreciate life

And would of actually lived it

I'd take my anger inside

And give my enemies forgiveness

The anger I held inside

Made my life feel like a prison

I would have stayed off my phone

I wasted all of my time scrolling

Living my life thru a screen

When I should of lived in the moment

Now I'm feeling this regret

And honestly, I can't control it

'Cause I know that motherfucking life is over

And it kills me to know it

And I'm hurt

Yo, all of this hurts

My daughter needs me

But I'm not around

I lie in the dirt

They always say, don't take life for granted

But It's to late, I no longer have it

And yeah we can pray

But there's no seconds chances

But I'm praying

Sorry if I'm outta line

But I need my life!

I'm beggin' you, please!

She gonna be traumatized

The moment she walks up

And she sees a coffin

Where her father lies

And she's going to scream

And she's gonna weep

And I don't wanna see her cry

I can't believe that I died

I reach the end

Damn, I never imagined this

The world I'm in, stopped

It really went stagnant

I'm so perplexed, shocked

Don't know handle it

Knowing, knowing that I won't get a chance again

Damn

Standing on the other side, I'm by myself

Missing you, realizing that my tears won't help

Always depressed, who saw the best in me?

Now that I'm gone, I rest in peace

My life passed before my eyes

I'm wishing for one last time

I never saw my demise

I can't believe I died