Self Talk

Hey, can we talk?

Nah, I don't really wanna talk right now

That's okay, you never really did

I've been screaming every day, "Please let me out!"

Hold up, Let you out? You couldn't protect yourself! I was protecting you

You were protecting me?

Yes, protecting you, everybody in this world was rejecting you

Nobody out here could accept you

No, everyone could, except you

That's the problem that you have man

You build walls up and hid behind the shame, and I guess that

I'm partially to blame, I don't know what to say

Don't explain! You're making no sense to me

It kind of all just sounds like a guess to me

Bro, your trauma made me just a memory

Ain't nobody in this world remembers me

So you wanted them to hurt you?

Man, that's not what I'm saying

Well, you basically are

Every time that you told me I took it too far, and your ex left you 'cause you're way too emotional

Man, I did what I was supposed to do

No, you didn't! The world made you hit your limit, and then I got distant

That's what I'm tryna tell you but you just won't listen

What I'm tryna tell you is we're both broken

My heart's open, yours is closing

I don't give a damn if my heart is frozen!

You don't wanna be yourself?

I had to free myself because it just kept happening!

Go see a therapist instead of just rappening, or it'll just keep happening!

You don't think I ever get tired of maskin' it?

I don't care if you do 'cause the more that you are means the more that I'm vanishing

And I really just want myself back again