The Deep Blue Okay

And another thing left that I need to say

I took a knife in case it was a home game

It was wrong and right

Did you expect I might be

On the way to enlighten yet another boy?

I had a clean girl brow

It was a little forced to be what I want

Whilst pleasing everyone

And you can sing!

And you can thrive!

And you could never say I didn't try

But it was for who I was and not who I'd become

So what's left? I hear you cry

It's just another new mountain to climb

But I know that at the top is where the next hill starts

And there is nowhere left for your head to turn

Yeah, there's nowhere left for your head to turn

History repeating

But without the learning

And yet they spend their energy

Coming for anybody

Who doesn't get it right

Who really gets it right?

And I'm a ghost

It's a machine

And now they're following where I've been

But what you looking for?

I'm just like you but boring

And in the end

I'm coming clean

I've spent my whole life lying

About the things I want

About the things I should have done

I'm inferior, you're the absolute

This has got everything and nothing to do with you

I've a house to buy

I've still got this fucked mind

And as another year turns around the bend

As I nudge out yet another friend

It's still hard out here

But, fuck, I'll just keep going

And I'm alone

At least for now

'Cos I can never dumb myself down

I just know way too much

To ever fall in love

But the idea's good

I see where you're all coming from

So I'll roll on unmerrily

On the way to make another wedding about me

I've got boundaries plenty

But they're just so tiring

So I pick and choose what is fine to lose

I don't care about much but I care about you

You're the only one who I'm still writing songs for

And I'm on edge

I make it work

I know that digging in the dirt

Is how someone like me gets there eventually

And, yeah, there's shame that I'm not okay

But the Deep Blue's there inside of me

And I have my doubts

But know I'll always work it out

You'll always work it out

And another thing left that I need to say

Y'know what? I might try today

I might fucking try today

Try today

Try today

Another thing left that I need to say

Y'know what? I might try today

I might fucking try today

Try today

Try today

It's all mine to lose

She says, "Babe, you got this"

But what does that mean?

I guess I've got something

It's all mine to lose

She says, "Babe, you got this"

But what does that mean?

I guess I've got something