I Do And I Don't Care

I do and I don't care, I do and I don't care

I do and I don't care, I do and I don't care

I do and I don't care, I do and I don't care

I do and I don't care, I do and the joke's on you

'Cos you do

You do, don't you?

I do and I don't care, I do and I don't care

I do and I don't care, I do and I don't care

I do and I don't care, I do and I don't care

I do and I don't care, I do and the joke's on you

'Cos you do

You do, don't you?

"Be very careful what you wish for"

She said, looking at me all smug

Like she was the first person to say that

I'm not complaining

"I'm not complaining," I say

I'm whingeing in a new way

And as yet another person with a doctorate in 'Internet' diagnoses me with ADHD

I'm done, I don't care

But I do

I'm still fifteen years old surely?

The passing of time is only measured by the child you talk of

While I talk about mine, my childhood

The only child I know

I watch the biased cut movie on repeat in my head

It's still me, but in an old way

One day

One day you will see your reflection in the pub window

And you're smoking even though you've never been a smoker

And you'll think, "Fuck me

Is this really all there is?"

This really is all there is

And that's the thing you've got to get comfy with

We're not chasing happiness anymore, girls

We're chasing nothing

The great big still

The deep blue okay

And we're okay today

If I'm so empowered

Why am I such a coward?

If I'm so strong

Why am I broken?

If I'm so empowered

Why am I such a coward?

If I'm so strong

Why am I broken?

If I'm so empowered

Why am I such a coward?

If I'm so strong

Why am I broken?

If I'm so empowered

Why am I such a coward?

If I'm so strong

Why am I broken?

If I'm so empowered

Why am I such a coward?

If I'm so strong

Why am I broken?

I do and I don't care, I do and I don't care

I do and I don't care, I do and I don't care

I do and I don't care, I do and I don't care

I do and I don't care, I do and the joke's on you

'Cos you do

You do, don't you?