LONELY

I always feel lonely

I don't know if y'all get it

Step inside a room, feel like the only one in it

Wonder if I'm ever gonna beat depression

Everybody keeps on asking me the same question

How you doing, how you doing?

Fuck if I know

Never good at sayin' how I feel, I can lie though

That's on the Bible, I've always been stressed

I got weight on my shoulder, that press on my chest

What's next?

Is it more of it? (Course it is)

I'm not unhappy, I'm less fortunate

Taking other pills so I don't have to keep forcing it

Fake smile, been the same one for years

I got creases that go to my ears just to prove it

But depression has always been here

I just put a mask on so you don't see, I lose it

It ain't easy hearing demons keep screaming

Inside my head saying, "Do it!"

Take it all away (yeah)

You ain't never gonna mean much

Take a smile away so you always got a mean mug

I just can't help but feel like, I

I ain't been myself in a minute, uh

Haven't seen myself for a minute

If you know, then you know

If you don't, then you don't

You just won't get it (you just won't get it)

It's a different type pain

And it won't go away, if you just keep kicking (just keep kicking), uh

I ain't been myself in a minute, uhn

Haven't seen myself for a minute

If you know, then you know

If you don't, then you don't

You just won't get it (you just won't get it)

It's a different type pain

And it won't go away, if you just keep kicking (if you just keep kicking)

Everybody keeps on asking what's wrong with me

Saying shit, different day, mm, probably

Not giving my all, but at least I'm giving honesty

I don't wanna fall, but I think that I might lose flight

But I guess that's me

I just might be the worst in my family tree

I might not eat, fuck a man, I might not sleep

Lately, I've been struggling just to find my peace, look

I've been standing on the edge, face to face with death

I've been looking at myself like I'm such a mess

I've been battling depression and it takes my breath

I hope you don't feel the same, 'cause this shit ain't a flex