Invincible

The sky turns red, the ashes fall

Are you scared to lose it all?

I’m not afraid

I’m not afraid

Do you feel the winds of change?

Things will never be the same

Won’t sell my soul

'Cause I am invincible

I learn to accept

That I’ll never be loved (Never be loved)

Way too mentally fucked

And there ain’t no end to the pain

What I been through was strenuous

Looking in the mirror, what have I become?

Monsters in my head try to run

Though everything that I’m hiding from

Will still appear when my eyes are shut so

Hello darkness, my old friend

Better get out that violin and cry again

I think I need a psychiatrist prescribing more than vitamins

For me to confide in him about this mental torture

I don’t fit in, feeling like a foreigner

Never mind, pain is a friend of mine

I’ve been so dead inside, call me the coroner

The rigor mortis is setting in

Suicide is in my head again

Doctor, I need me some medicine

I might just pop a few sedatives

But they slowly been losing their benefits, nothing is helping

No, I’m not a human, a shell of myself, I’m a skeleton

Though even when everything’s awful

I’m someone you never should bet against

I would lay awake every night and pray

Mama used to say help was on the way

Waited for that day, but it never came

Now I’m all alone, nothing ever changed

Go and say your prayers

Say a prayer

I been through pain and sunk so low

Never been afraid to walk alone

Can’t be broke, invincible

The sky turns red, the ashes fall

Are you scared to lose it all?

I’m not afraid

I’m not afraid

Do you feel the winds of change?

Things will never be the same

Won’t sell my soul

'Cause I am invincible

I feel the heat right below my shoes

Walking through the coals, but no one knew the truth

Didn’t want to go to school it’s true

Used to get bullied till I was fully bruised, and blue

What I’m going through is too much to show to you

It’s something that I’m never gonna fully do

A lot of the time there’s a lot that I’m hiding

When the wounds are now healed, but a scars still inside em’

I do not fit in this world that was made

Sometimes it feels like I live in a cage

On the inside had a part of me die when I was only like nine

That’s when everything changed

I’m on a road that is heading for pain

Only thing I’m fitting in is my grave

No silver lining, but until then I’m climbing

A heart of a lion, I cannot be tamed

Not a man, I’ma mystical

And when it comes to invincible I met the quota

Meant to go to Pensacola, but I missed the boat and left the ocean

Hit the road then went through the winter cold

Was miserable but still I had to keep that invincible

I ain’t a prince never kissed a toad

Had principles, and now I’m about to crack the Da Vinci Code

I would lay awake every night and pray

Mama used to say help was on the way

Waited for that day, but it never came

Now I’m all alone, nothing ever changed

Go and say your prayers

Say a prayer

I been through pain and sunk so low

Never been afraid to walk alone

Can’t be broke, invincible

The sky turns red, the ashes fall

Are you scared to lose it all?

I’m not afraid

I’m not afraid

Do you feel the winds of change?

Things will never be the same

Won’t sell my soul

'Cause I am invincible