Bad Dream

Is this a bad dream? Hmm

'Cause something's missing

I've been thinking some bad things, hmm-mm

I've exhausted every way

I try and nothing change

Let it cycle now I'm back another bottle to the face

Now I'm gonna break, been spiralling away

I'm tired of the chase, so, why am I still awake?

I don't want to feel this, I'm out of other ways

I don't wanna sleep just to fight another day

How am I so numb, yet I still feel everything?

I'll just wait until I'm happy, wait until I'm happy

I don't want to feel this, I'm out of other ways

I've been cycling through demons, which one I got today?

How am I so numb yet I still feel everything?

I'll just wait until I'm happy, wait until I'm happy, hmm

Why is my past always present?

I thought I'd move forward, so how is it so heavy?

Made my mistake was forgiven

But none of it left every foot I've been stepping is dragging along

All the weight, I let build in my heart and my soul

It won't let me forget it, so silently I've been confiding

In anything promising me to correct it

It's all been lies 'cause the change not coming

Tricked me and my mind 'til I realized something

I continue chasing highs, climbing these false summits

What'll happen every time? I'ma watch it all plummet

And I'm tired of the fall, trying to turn a new leaf

Mindset gotta change to let go of these problems

So I can meet the new me, but

I've exhausted every way

I try and nothing change

Let it cycle now I'm back another bottle to the face

Now I'm gonna break, been spiralling away

I'm tired of the chase, so, why am I still awake?

I don't want to feel this, I'm out of other ways

I don't wanna sleep just to fight another day

How am I so numb, yet I still feel everything?

I'll just wait until I'm happy, wait until I'm happy

I don't want to feel this, I'm out of other ways

I've been cycling through demons, which one I got today?

How am I so numb, yet I still feel everything?

I'll just wait until I'm happy, wait until I'm happy, hmm