ghost in the flesh

Mmm

Yeah

Yeah, I've always loved another way more than myself

Always loved another way more than myself

Aye

Yeah, I've always loved another way more than myself

Only here for others, no reason why else

I got a couple stories that I'd rather not tell

But I'll become an open book when I fall off my shelf

They say if you talk about it, it might help

But help who? They'll just pity me or walk on eggshells

I try to tell my mama, she don't take it quite well

Make it all about herself, give a fuck about my health

I'm all alone, and I like it, but I don't

If I get invited somewhere, gotta force myself to go

Thinking it'd be good to step out of my comfort zone

But still end up on my own, wishing that I stayed home

But if it's with my buddies, guess I'm comfortable or something

Cause I promise if you ask them, they gon' tell you that I'm funny

But guess they know somebody different from who I must be

Trust me, the kid I know alone, don't joke cause he's

Broke and depressed, baby, open my chest

See the hole in my soul, filled with dope from the sesh

Close as it gets to me coping, I guess

Lotta notes in my phone

Love are most, one's a

Death

Phone full of sex, naked photos in the text

That's as close as it gets til' my lows intercept

I don't know, I'm a mess

I'm broken at best

Call my phone, watch it glow, I'm a ghost in the flesh

So don't fall for me, cut it off with me

Baby, stay far from me

I'll lead you on like I don't got no broken parts

Or pieces of me I'm hiding in the dark with me

I can't let nobody give their heart to me

So when you text me"I can't wait to meet ya!""When can I see ya?"

I'll block you and delete ya

My insecurity and my anxiety's the reason

But I know it look weak, so I just won't explain it, see ya

I'll just stick to loving nature

I feel like I can breathe when I look across an acre

And the detail in the trees got me feeling something greater

But I can't help but notice that my green has gotten grayer

I'm a lonely tree hugger, but with one I'm best friends

Cause I just got the both of us a matching necklace

They're the only reason why I take my next breath

And the only friend I ever really plan to hang with

Broke and depressed, baby, open my chest

See the hole in my soul, filled with dope from the sesh

Close as it gets to me coping, I guess

Lotta notes in my phone

Love are most, one's a

Death

Phone full of sex, naked photos in the text

That's as close as it gets til' my lows intercept

I don't know, I'm a mess

I'm broken at best

Call my phone, watch it glow, I'm a ghost in the flesh