Dead Inside

'Cause if I'm meant to die, then fuck it, let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

'Cause if I'm meant to die, then fuck it, let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

If I pass away, fuck it, just put my cash in my casket

I'll wipe your tears with my bills, 'cause after life there's no sadness

I understand that its selfish, but I can't find a way past it

'Cause if death's the only option, that's a wish I need granted

And flip the table, ask yourself if how I'm feeling is valid

'Cause if it's not, then tell me why I feel this way?

I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain

Stomach rot, feels like I've taken at least a hundred shots

Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot

Slowly taught, you're worth less to people if you're broken lots

Broken spots all over my body like some polka dots

I just want to feel alive

'Cause if I'm meant to die, then fuck it, let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

'Cause if I'm meant to die, then fuck it, let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

I get no respect, even though I'm close to death

Life feels like it's suffocating

Taught myself to hold my breath, maybe I should hold it less

You don't know what lonely is, until you see how lonely gets

You don't know what lost feels like, until you lose yourself to stress

Maybe I'm a fucking mess and I should just to agree to that

When trapped inside your mind, it'd realize you want your freedom back

Already took a hundred shots, maybe I should take some more

Life feels like it's pissing on me

I guess when it rains, it pours

'Cause if it's not, then tell me why I feel this way

I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain

Stomach rot, feels like I've taken at least 100 shots

Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved a lot

Slowly taught, you're worth less to people if you're broken lots

'Cause if I'm meant to die, then fuck it, let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally

'Cause if I'm meant to die, then fuck it, let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression, there's something wrong with me mentally