Lyrics

Devil on my shoulder should I keep on fighting?
Need a piece of mind somehow feel alive and
Climbing up these stairs but its getting exhausting
Wanting to be normal most my life been hiding yeah
Im so tired from the bottom of my heart
Talking to myself with these 4 walls
Never would expect pan out like this
All for a dream now everyone gone
I look around ain't nothing what it ever seems
My own family thinking that Im selfishly
Cause I put my work ahead of everything
You can have it all back I don't want it then
Everyday I'm digging my own grave
My tattoos cover my old scars
Had dirt on my hand from a young age
Part of me has always been so dark
Im begging on my knees oh please God
Don't let my demons take charge
Forgive me for the damage I've done
This pain has got me so numb
Ive been losing hope
Don't know where to turn
Is it all my fault?
Got what I deserve
Yeah yeah
Searching for a better me
Why can't I just learn to let it be
Devil on my shoulder
Everywhere I go
What I feel inside
Nobody will know
How much of this can I take?
My demons love when I play
I wear a mask so well
Half these people can't tell
Ive been walking through hell
Must be better days coming right
My biggest fear is I'm blowing up
Without finding peace within myself
Missing on moments mattering most
To chase my goals and obtaining more wealth
My hands so rugged from the dirty work
Go and grab another drink just to ease stress
Devil staying so close and its Lucifer
He's disguised as me in the darkness
Can lose it all in the blink of an eye
So hold onto your love one's close
Never know if its gonna be your last day
Feel my pain from the words I wrote
I'm alive but I'm dying
Inside be so lifeless
Some things can't fix it's too late
No Paradise LL Cool J
Written by: GREG DANIEL MACDONALD
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