Love (feat. Alex Brinkley)

You know, love is crazy, man

Can either make you, or break you

Hhh, love is a four letter curse word

Yeah

Right back at it, fallin' in the same patterns

A bad temper, drowning in my old habits

When it comes to love, it seems that we are both blinded

Used to bein' treated badly, c'mon smack me

I love the way it feels, you should come attack me

Tell me that I'm wrong, it's another sad scene

Waiting for the day, that I might be happy

But if I stay wit' you, that will never happen

Love is a curse, and love is an addiction

Love is what you make it, I don't ever seem to listen

I'm a liar, everyday, I have the balls to say it

I got a split personality, two sides are different

Here's another damn fight, I can never seem to win

When we both collide, it's a crazy whirlwind

I grew too attached, yeah, I guess it's my fault

I fell so hard, like I hit the asphalt

It's toxic, abusive, it's always a nuisance

Enough with the trauma, there is no conclusion

I'm only human, my heart is bruising

I act like I'm fine, but inside, I am losin'

Yeah, I just wanna know if you think of me

All the time that we spent, now it's history

You were my lover, and my best friend

Now, you're nothin' but an ex, that I write with my pen

Alone, in my mind

Alone, all the time

Alone, waiting for the last goodbye

Yeh-yeah

We thought about a future, even thought about a kid

When you left, told myself I don't even wanna live

All the stupid shit I did, it can never be forgotten

I just need a moment, gotta try to clear my conscious

I started drinkin', I thought that would ease the pain

These memories are gonna kill, these other girls are lame

Things will never be the same, I was lookin' for complex

Something I could build, now it's onto the next

Why does everything I touch, seem to always fall apart?

Every girl I loved, pierced a dagger through my heart

We were Romeo and Juliet, I told you, from the start

I can't get you out my head, lately, I've been in the dark

I'm better on my own, but I dwell on the past

I ain't good with relationships, I know that's a fact

I wanna love again, but I'm scared to go back

I wanna trust again, but I'm scared it won't last

My insecurities, they won't ever go away

Never needed you, movin' onto better things

Just remember my name, when I blow up

What we could of had, now, there is no more us

I'm sorry, that we didn't work out

We were never meant to be

Now, I'm sittin' all alone, in this house

Still numb, and I'm still lonely

Alone, in my mind

Alone, all the time

Alone, waiting for the last goodbye

Alone, in my mind

Alone, all the time

Alone, waiting for the last goodbye