Faking My Own Death

I want to fake my own death just to see

If anyone would miss me

I want to make some new friends and leave my house on weekends

Find someone who cares about themselves as much as they care about me

I want to take a break from reality

Cause it's 4 A.M. and I can't sleep

I want to learn how to stop caring so I don't disappoint my parents

I want to find a way to forget myself for a little bit

Just for a little bit of the time

So I can finally feel something inside

Inside my head's a mess but everything seems fine

It's fine

I'll only be stuck in here for a while

For a while