In My Blood

Five months old, my lung collapsed

Gave Mom and Dad a heart attack

It's in my blood, I can't relax

Wonder how they see me now

Or if I still freak them out

I still get drunk to drown the doubt

It's in my blood to make them proud

But could I be the lucky one?

How can I grow towards the sun?

If I can't ever fall far from that tree

Could I pick myself up off the floor?

Would I miss who I was before?

'Cause I can't fucking do this anymore

But I still make the same mistakes

I've been feeling lost since eleventh grade

Thought I'd find it in college but it never came

It's in my blood, I'll never change

It's in my blood, I'll never change

It's in my blood, I'll never change

It's in my blood, I'll never change