21

Twenty-one, I took a walk in the park

And traded all my best songs for taking the edge off

Didn't try my best 'cause it's never enough

I'm coughing up the regret from my lungs

Every penny I spent was wasted on lost love

And painted on black tongues

And breathing in dust

Now I'm singing

Oh, oh

I wish my best was enough

Oh, oh

'Cause maybe then when I'm dead

There'll be something to miss

Not just my callous indifference

And I don't wanna be callous

Maybe I'm still that petrified kid

And we never get better

And you have to keep searching

The daylight is burning

Don't let it all slip

But I'm proud of the shape that I'm in

And I'm grateful to be here in spite of my absence

And I hope my best is enough

I hope my best is enough

Oh, oh

I hope my best is enough

Oh, oh

'Cause maybe then when I'm dead

There'll be something to miss

Not just my callous indifference

And I don't wanna be callous

I don't wanna be

I don't wanna be

I don't wanna be callous

I don't wanna be

I don't wanna be him

And I hope my best is enough

I hope my best is enough

I hope my best is enough

I hope my best is enough

I hope my best is enough

I hope my best is enough

I hope my best is enough

I hope my best is enough