You Stayed

Still feeling

Still feeling lonely

Lately I feel so alone

Don't even know why I have a phone

Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck

Never had someone that I could call my own

It's lonely walking down this road

Fake friends that I didn't have to know

The same ones that screwed me over

Cuz whenever I need them and I'd turn around

They just turn ghost

Years later I'm still feeling the same

Still lost in my head thoughts drilling my brain

Still clinging for love still looking for change

Still searching for hope still stuck in my ways

Yo I been dealing with a whole lot

I had went to therapy but it don't stop

I got hella anxiety when my song drops

It's constant reminder that your boy flopped, damn (oooh)

At least I'm honest

I knock my progress

I do not got this

Maybe I got this

My thoughts stay toxic

I'm so back and forth

I can not stop this

I broke my promise

To ignore comments

That pop in my head

That I knows non-sense

It's a whole process

Keep my faith polished

I know gods watching

I know gods watching, I

Walk a tight rope

Knowing I don't

Have the answers

But I'll find hope

In you, that won't change

I'm plagued by my sinful ways

If at some point we part ways

That means I left cuz you stayed

You stayed

You stayed, you stayed, you stayed, you stayed

Oooh

You stayed

Yeah you stayed by my side

Oooh

Still trying to conquer the inner me

Still stressing bout' lil things

Still feeling like my energy dwindling

I'm on a quest for the remedy

Voices in my head keep telling me

That I'm not enough

I don't have enough

And I know these thought aren't getting me

Where I really want

This is like a drug

Cuz I'm addicted to pain I can't hide it tho

But I give myself grace cuz that's all I know

I been dealing with these high and lows

My mind is froze

But somehow I still could write these flows

And I know that you all hear me

Don't get near me, I feel weary

I don't wanna feed you energy I clearly

Give off cuz that thought

Would make my eyes tearing at

At least I'm honest with my feeling tho

Searching for god cuz I need to grow

I been tryna kill my need to post

Sick of being online

Real life over the internet

I'm sick of it

Spirits licorice been dealing with

Too much, too much

I just know I

Walk a tight rope

Knowing I don't

Have the answers

But I'll find hope

In you, that won't change

I'm plagued by my sinful ways

If at some point we part ways

That means I left cuz you stayed

You stayed

You stayed, you stayed, you stayed, you stayed

Oooh

You stayed

Yeah you stayed by my side

Oooh

You stayed by my side

You stayed by my side

You stayed by my side