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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ian Neville
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jamie Hurton
Songwriter
Christopher Middleton
Songwriter
Ian Neville
Songwriter
Tyler Jorge Lafond
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jamie Hurton
Producer
Christopher Middleton
Producer
Lyrics
In 2019 my brother died by homicide
I wonder how life would be if he was still alive
words can't explain how I feel inside
When I think about it now time really flies
I would give everything that I could just to see you again
If you're watching could you send a sign
Should've picked up the phone that day you called
I didn't know it'll be the last time
You were the only one that believed in the dream
You were the only one that could see what I see
All of this pain it has a hold on me
They tell me let go, but I don't know what that means
Right now, I'm fighting depression
living my life with these unanswered questions
Putt on a smile just hide the aggression
secluding myself is it blocking my blessings
Losing somebody you love only gonna change you
They say that I'll be okay cause now you got an angel
That's not how it feels. I look at it from different angles.
I try my best to breathe, but it feels like I'm being strangled
Keep reminiscing on the times that we shared
You were there when nobody else cared
They tried to tell me all this happens for a reason, but I don't understand how the fuck is this fair
This is for the ones we lost
This is for the ones we lost
This is for the ones we lost
Can't believe that you are gone
This is for the ones we lost
Trying hardest to stay strong
This is for the ones we lost
This is for the ones we lost
This is for Taylor Jahner the night she hung that rope
And this is for Kobe the day he had that gun cocked
I don't understand it I think that I'm losing hope
Do I blame the victims or do I just blame god
Are these paved roads my choice to go down freely
Or is this steering wheel just for show cause I don't drive
Teach me how to cope
Teach me how to grieve
Without taking shots eighty proof inside my drink
It's crazy when I lose someone that I love most that I start to lean on something that is only killing me
Funny irony's always got the worst timing
The say that time flies tell me who the fucks the pilot
Who will live or die tell me who the fucks deciding
And when did suicide become the fixture to your problems
Why is it so common for these youngsters to try to end their lives when they're barely getting started
Death don't fix the issue it just passes it along and you ain't got the balls to see the pain that you are causing
Sucks that I went from best friend to pallbearer
Grave stones with your name there
Anger in my heart cause I know you had to leave I just wish you said goodbye way before your final night when you met your own demise god this ain't fair
This is for the ones we lost
This is for the ones we lost
This is for the ones we lost
Can't believe that you are gone
This is for the ones we lost
Trying hardest to stay strong
This is for the ones we lost
This is for the ones we lost
Written by: Christopher Middleton, Ian Neville, Jamie Hurton, Tyler Jorge Lafond