Anhedonia

On towers yelling out

Loudly, freely

A loud and crashing sound

Do you fear me?

Articulate my rage

It's so scary

Really, I hardly know

How you bear me

I know you can't trust me

I don't even trust me anymore

Anhedonia struck me

Do you think you'll love me

When it pours?

It seems so overcast

Shadows chase you

The water coming down

Rainfall, deep blue

The ballet came to town

Does it move you?

The writer chasing words

For her breakthrough

I know you can't trust me

I don't even trust me anymore

Anhedonia struck me

Do you think you'll love me

When it pours?

Swallowed by the rain

I don't even say what you want to hear anymore

I think I lost myself

To illusion

I squandered all my time

In seclusion

Now all my friends are gone

They look happy

I'm pretty sure they soon

Will forget me

I know you can't trust me

I don't even trust me anymore

Anhedonia struck me

Do you think you'll love me

When it pours?

Swallowed by the rain

I don't even say what you want to hear anymore

Where I go

Anhedonia knows

Where I go

Anhedonia knows