Older Days (feat. ten56. & Paleface Swiss)

They keep saying brighter days are coming

Although the mist is getting thicker and thicker

As I've been fading away

And I'm fucking thirty three, still going through changes

And getting lost in the process, and getting lost in my fears

Your feelings aside

'Cause I've made another bargain with the devil that's in my mind

He tells me life down there could be so beautiful

I'm feeling the high and I'm feeling the heat

'Cause this is where I've always wanted to be, so let's sink

Take me back to older days

'Cause I'm afraid I'll never be the same

Here's my love letter, dear evil within

Why do I feel so low when I'm out at sea?

I'm gonna tell you something

Dishonest to myself, designer of my own coffin

Strolling 'round the block like I know what I'm doing

Still not afraid of dying, yet I'm afraid to live

Scared of the dark, but I thrive in the darkest places

At the deepest of my heart, I know I went too far

It's a one-way now, there's no turning back

No longer the man I was, taking off the mask

Acting like a wolf, but I'm just a rat

Take me back to older days

'Cause I'm afraid I'll never be the same

Linger on nothing, dust in the wind

Why do I feel so low when I'm out at sea?

Still, the song remains the same

It's bittersweet how I can't seem to change

Here's my love letter, dear evil within

Why do I feel so low when I'm out at sea?

I'm swimming all alone now with no air to breathe

Nonexistent, this fucking feeling is so consistent

Breaking down, though I'm persistent, I'm so over me

Fucking same mistakes, no empathy

Why is it like is? Whole life crisis

Put me underground because I'm dead

There's no dawn without dusk, ooh

Something's taking over me, Jekyll and Hyde

Not enough room in this body for both you and I

Between day and night, always split in half

Hiding in the shadow so I can't be found

Take me back to older days

'Cause I'm afraid I'll never be the same

Linger on nothing, dust in the wind

Still, the song remains the same

Remains the same

It's bittersweet how I can't seem to change

Here's my love letter, dear evil within

There's no dawn without dusk

No birth without death, peace without war

There's no me without you

There's nothing that could change my mind, so

Take me back now

No one is able to get to me so

Just take me back right now

Brain dead insect, barely kept alive by its parasite

Makes me wish I'd never been alive

Saw me in half, rip off the vice

Take me back

Take me back to older days

'Cause I'm afraid I'll never be the same

Here's my love letter, dear evil within