Guilt

I can't forgive myself for the things I've done

It's like every bad decision I've made has led me to this point

Guess it's all my fault

That I've grown into a man I hate

And now I'm all alone

Blame it on me

This excessive guilt is making me feel sick

And I can't seem

To escape my own reality

Give me a break

I've had enough of all the fucking what-ifs

And constant overthinking

'Cause I'm about to lose my mind over some stupid shit

Trying so hard to accept

My mistakes, my regrets

Yet, here I am with the same thoughts

Stuck in my head

So go ahead and blame it on me

I already do anyway

It's just who I am

I'm unable to change

The way I think

A broken record of the same old things

I've tried to bury

And I know it doesn't make any sense

But I can't forgive what I can't forget

'Cause of the guilt that keeps on weighing me down

It's like my, it's like my

Inner voice is telling me lies

So now, so now

Fighting every feeling inside

Before I spiral down to where I wanna fucking die

Always ending up in the same place

Over and over again

Damn, I just can't believe I am

Always ending up in the same place

Over and over a–

I wish I could forget all that I've done wrong

It's like every bad decision I've made has led me to this point

And now I'm all alone

Without knowing what to do or say

It's hard to explain

But it's so easy being hard on yourself when you're not well

And to turn to self-blame

When it's in your DNA

Blame it on me

This excessive guilt makes me feel sick

And I can't fucking seem

To set myself free