Diazepam

Touched by the hand of diazepam Don't count no sheep I count the milligrams It takes to numb my brain Sleepless and belligerent Lifeless eyes, aching joints, sweating like a bitch Succumb to death, I'm going blind Foggy eyed Lacking piece of mind Fallen is the fog, eyes rotating up into the skies Oh, god, I wish I could turn the hands of time I'm gone and all I can think is, wish mother had picked up my call Eat the barrel, kick the bucket, watch me paint these walls God-damn! My lips are cracking up My fingers start to shake Feel like hanging from my neck, no escape, no escape Goodbye, forget my fucking name Cold hands dangle from the ceiling fan! Quiver! Bloody red eyes The stench grows, consumed by flies They said He would finally do it Years go by Nobody knew I was, Lit up like a fire burning brain cells feeling sick I wish that I could down these pills and put an end to all this shit Can't bring myself to hurt my mother, I just wanna top myself But I'm a pussy footing fucker, all I'll do is run my mouth again String me up Fuck