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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ekoh
Ekoh
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ekoh
Ekoh
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Matty Beats
Matty Beats
Producer
Cvrt Martin
Cvrt Martin
Producer

Lyrics

(Losing what I love and I'm spinning out of control)
(Can you come from the bottom and make it out with your—?)
Okay, I've been dealing with this evil all the time (True)
Think this angel on my shoulder just a devil in disguise (In disguise)
Tellin' me everything's okay, but I can feel it in my bones (True)
You could be smiling to my face, but probably hate when you're alone
So I hold the position, I know I'm a misfit (Yeah, yeah)
They said I would blow up if I'm different, just go with the system
But never gave a fuck if you listen, I'm keepin' my distance so tear it down
Yeah, I got some fuckin' problems, 'bout to air 'em out
Double barrel, Donkey Kong, aiming at your chest
Ayy, what happens when you say "Fuck it" and give into the stress?
Losing what I love and I'm spinning out of control (-trol)
Can you come from the bottom and make it out with your soul? (Soul)
Paranoid, I feel like there's nowhere that I can go (Go)
I hate everyone but I'm sick of being alone
And there's no way out (Way out)
I've tried everything I can but all I've found (I've found)
You fall in or fall out, decide which
Yeah, breaking slow, got my Vans painted gold (Gold)
Trauma still piling up, fuck it all, change the flow (Change the flow)
Pops would bounce, so mom was tryna navigate us
But was still a kid with problems, so this skateboard and this music raised me
Don't blame me, I am just a product of environments
Violence in the songs that I memorized
And I'm fighting with these inner thoughts telling me I'm stuck
"You won't ever be better than the worst of all your parts"
I want 'em all to bleed
Bitch, I got some problems, and I'm 'bout to air 'em out
I don't wanna overcome 'em, I just wanna burn you down
Losing what I love and I'm spinning out of control (-trol)
Can you come from the bottom and make it out with your soul? (Soul)
Paranoid, I feel like there's nowhere that I can go (Go)
I hate everyone but I'm sick of being alone
And there's no way out (Way out)
I've tried everything I can but all I've found (I've found)
You fall in or fall out, decide
You fall in or fall out, deci-i-i-ide
(You fall in or fall out, decide)
Losing what I love and I'm spinning out of control (-trol)
Can you come from the bottom and make it out with your soul? (Soul)
Paranoid, I feel like there's nowhere that I can go (Go)
I hate everyone but I'm sick of being alone
And there's no way out (Way out)
I've tried everything I can but all I've found (I've found)
You fall in or fall out, decide which
Written by: Ekoh
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