Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Nessa Barrett
Nessa Barrett
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Nessa Barrett
Nessa Barrett
Songwriter
Elizabeth Lowell Boland
Elizabeth Lowell Boland
Songwriter
Evan Blair
Evan Blair
Songwriter
Megan Bülow
Megan Bülow
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Evan Blair
Evan Blair
Producer
Connor Hedge
Connor Hedge
Assistant Mastering Engineer
Fili Filizzola
Fili Filizzola
Assistant Mastering Engineer
Noah McCorkle
Noah McCorkle
Assistant Mastering Engineer
Dale Becker
Dale Becker
Mastering Engineer
Alex Ghenea
Alex Ghenea
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm gonna star in my own psychological thriller
So go grab a seat now
There will be blood and gore
A box office killer, a sellout
Make me a spectacle
I'll have a beautiful chemical meltdown
Losing the screws in my brain, could be any day now
[Chorus]
They gon' put me in a madhouse
Shove pills down my throat 'til I space out
They wanna love me, hate me, then slut-shame me
Batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me? (La-la-la-la-la-la)
They gon' put me in a madhouse
But is it you or is it me?
[Verse 2]
No more brain, serotonin, kerosene
Diagnosed with seeing things
Maybe 'cause I know my brain (Brain, brain)
Go ahead, take a peek
Maybe let you under the hood
I'll scare the shit out of you like nothing else ever could
I scare myself sometimes, I almost took my life
Now look who's got the knife
[Chorus]
They gon' put me in a madhouse
Shove pills down my throat 'til I space out
They wanna love me, hate me, then slut-shame me
Batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me? (La-la-la-la-la-la)
They gon' put me in a madhouse
But is it you or is it me?
[Bridge]
(But is it you or is it me?)
[Chorus]
They gon' put me in a madhouse
Shove pills down my throat 'til I space out
They wanna love me, hate me, then slut-shame me
Batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me? (La-la-la-la-la-la)
They gon' put me in a madhouse
But is it you or is it me?
Written by: Elizabeth Lowell Boland, Evan Blair, Megan Bülow, Nessa Barrett
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