Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Nessa Barrett
Lead Vocals
Leo Mellace
Programming
Sam Roman
Programming
Travis Barker
Programming
jxdn
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Nessa Barrett
Songwriter
Elizabeth Lowell Boland
Songwriter
Jaden Hossler
Songwriter
Leo Mellace
Songwriter
Sam Roman
Songwriter
Travis Barker
Songwriter
bülow
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Leo Mellace
Producer
Sam Roman
Producer
Travis Barker
Producer
Anthony J Vilchis
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Chris Galland
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Zach Pereyra
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Trey Station
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Jeremie Inhaber
Mixing Engineer
Alex Anders
Recording Engineer
Manny Marroquin
Mixing Engineer
John Greenham
Mastering Engineer
Kevin Madigan
Mixing Engineer
Davide Cinci
Recording Engineer
Kevin Gruft
Recording Engineer
Lyrics
[Intro]
Okay
[Verse 1]
Does it rain in California?
Only dream I've ever known
Will they love you when you're famous?
Where you'll never be alone
Hope someday I'll find nirvana
I'll be looking down below
I'll be dead at twenty-seven
Only nine more years to go
I got a bully in my head
Fake love, fake friends
I was broken when you left
Now you hear me everywhere you go
[Chorus]
La di dee, oh, la di da
Gonna be a superstar
Be the girl you used to know
Playing on the radio
La di dee, oh, la di die
Loving me is suicide
I'm a dreamer, I'm on fire
La di dee, run for your life
[Verse 2]
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Yeah, yeah, I'm jxdn, I'm jxdn
[Verse 3]
Said I'm gonna be a rockstar, yeah, yeah, yeah
Told her I don't want a war, yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't see me going far, yeah, yeah, yeah
That's what happens when I fall apart
All of me wants all of you
But I'm far away and I can't choose
Got a lot of lessons that I need to learn
Got a lot of lessons
My depression and misconceptions
And all the mistakes that lead to lessons
My depression, it makes me question
My depression, it makes me question
[Chorus]
La di dee, oh, la di da
Gonna be a superstar
Be the girl you used to know
Playing on the radio
La di dee, oh, la di die
Loving me is suicide
I'm a dreamer, I'm on fire
La di dee, run for your life
[Verse 4]
Does it rain in California
Where the angels cry for me?
Want the drugs that taste like candy
And blood diamonds in my teeth
Ah
[Chorus]
La di dee, oh, la di da
Gonna be a superstar
Be the girl you used to know
Playing on the radio
La di dee, oh, la di die
Loving me is suicide
I'm a dreamer, I'm on fire
La di dee, run for your life
Oh, oh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
[Outro]
Yeah, I'm gonna be a superstar
Written by: Elizabeth Lowell Boland, Jaden Hossler, Leo Mellace, Megan Bülow, Nessa Barrett, Sam Roman, Travis Barker