Chicago

Why am I fucking up so bad?

What am I even doing?

When am I ever gonna learn?

What it is she already knows

Baby, I met you in downtown Chicago

But I, I had to drive away the very next day

So I flew your pretty ass to New York City

And I left you in L.A.

Was it love or my fantasy?

Was it real or just a dream?

Remember one night getting too fucked up in the Hamptons at Tom's

I fell off this bike and, girl, you laughed at me so hard

Spend a whole week getting drunk on the dunes of Cape Cod

That's when you met my father

Was it love or my fantasy?

Was it real or just a dream?

Was it love or my fantasy?

Well sometimes you get so angry and I take it personal

And I shoulda known that you were only hurting

'Cause life can be uncertain when you're only 19 years old

So there's another landmine out here in California

And I'm burying the pain into somebody else

And now you're back at home living with your mama

Got my first record sitting on your shelf

Was it love or my fantasy?

Was it real or just a dream?

Was it love or my fantasy?

Was it real?

Baby, I met you in downtown Chicago

But I, I had to drive away the next day

So I flew your pretty ass to New York City

And I left you in L.A.