Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Blue October
Performer
Tim Palmer
Guitar
ashleigh stone
Piano
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Justin Furstenfeld
Composer
Blue Miller
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Justin Furstenfeld
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
All my life
Been running from a pain in me
A feeling I don't understand
It's holding me down
[Verse 2]
So, rain on me
Underwater, all I am
Getting harder, a heavy weight
I carry around
[Verse 3]
Today, I don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid
I don't have to let the damage consume me
My shadow see through me, 'cause
[Verse 4]
Fear in itself
Will reel you in and spit you out
Over and over again
Believe in yourself
And you will walk
[Verse 5]
Now, fear in itself
Will use you up and break you down
Like you were never enough
Yeah, I used to fall
Now I get back up
[Verse 6]
I'm up here
I'm looking at the way down there
And I'm staring through the "I don't care"
It's staring back at me
[Verse 7]
The beauty is
I'm learning how to face my beast
Starting now to find some peace
Ooh, and set myself free
[Verse 8]
Today, I don't have to fall apart
I don't have to be afraid
I don't have to let the damage consume me
My shadow see through me, 'cause
[Verse 9]
Fear in itself
Will reel you in and spit you out
Over and over again
Believe in yourself
And you will walk
[Verse 10]
But now, fear in itself
Will use you up and break you down
Like you were never enough
Yeah, I used to fall
But now I get back up
[Verse 11]
I'm moving on
Oh God, just move on
[Verse 12]
Today, I don't have to fall apart
And I don't have to be afraid
(Get back up)
(Get up, up)
[Verse 13]
Fear, fear, oh, no, no
Now fear, fear in itself
Can you use up, and then break you down
Like you were never enough
Now, I used to fall
[Verse 14]
Breathe
Ask for more
If you're bitter still
Ask him to help you carry on
Written by: Blue Miller, Justin Furstenfeld