Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Some people tell me that I need help
Some people can **** off and go to hell
Damn, why they criticize me?
Now shit is on the rise, so my family despise me
And feed 'em, 'cause I don't need 'em
I won't join 'em if I can beat 'em
They don't understand my logic
Turn my Gat, to my money, and I'm hooked on chronic
I never wanted to hurt a ****
Unless ya come flexin' that trigga, I dig ya
That grave on the east side of town
Lay ya six feet underground
From man, to the dust, to the ashes
All I remember, tell me where the cash is
Click-clack, barrel at my dome
Give all your loot, or you ain't goin' home
But I ain't goin' out with a bang
Wa, da, da, dang, wa da, da, da, dang
[Verse 2]
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's drivin' me mad inside
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's **** me up in my mind
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's drivin' me mad inside
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's **** me up in my mind
[Verse 3]
Mutha**** be drivin' me up the walls
Hopin' that I fall, but they can lick my balls
Straight jacket, strap it
In a padded room when some punks **** can't hack it
Distracted from all reality
Now I'm let out on a minor technicality
They all **** up now
'Cause they let a **** back on the streets somehow
I'm lookin' for someone like me
Livin' in my own world to my own degree
On the loose, in the city, lookin' at the ho wit' the big ****
Lookin' at me and I feel ****
A little tensed up, gettin' hot
'Cause she looks like my girl who got smoked at the crack spot
I'm tryna find ways to cope
But I ain't **** around with the gauge or a rope
[Verse 4]
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's drivin' me mad inside
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's **** me up in my mind
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's drivin' me mad inside
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's **** me up in my mind
[Verse 5]
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
Written by: Gil Evans, Larry Muggerud, Louis Freese