Black Cloud

Now people say I'm jinxed, I got some kind of voodoo hex

Life is so complex, there's no telling what could happen next

Life on the edge, feel the sickness in my head

It imbeds the type of thoughts that got a lot of brothers dead

The smarter brother knows to keep his foes close

And I'm the type of brother that's smarter than most

A cold hearted overdose of lyrical antidotes

A cure to make sure my karma can't take me down

Up to the same old tricks, I wonder if I'll stick around

Is a penny really lucky if you find it on the ground?

What's the problem with this town? I can't figure it out

My karma's crashin' down in the form of a black cloud

I have a little black cloud that follows me everywhere I go

But takes over me

I got a little black cloud that follows me everywhere I go

It takes over me

I'm sick, I got a real ill disposition

My intentions are pure but there's a cure for my condition

My decisions put me in the wrong positions

Chasin' pipe dreams of fame and recognition

The epic, not only in name and definition

My game remains a matter, the pain I say the trauma

The Dharma Karma, I navigate it like the Dali Llama

I ain't a saint but I got joie de vivre

And I'm the one to blame if the cloud rains on me

I can't complain about it, or even let regret

Provoke the energy it takes for me to get upset

A bad boy since birth so I can't forget

What goes around comes around and it ain't got me yet

I've gotten wise with my age, contained the threat of my rage

I had a lot to learn and I got money to spend

To pretend is reaping more than sewing ever could mend

Trade my torches for a dime

The pressure's fading away now

Black clouds lifted for the lights

The pressure's fading away now

A thousand cigarettes won't change the way we feel

The pressure's fading now

Can you bare the thought of knowing truth?

Knowing truth

I was rappin' in the rain, hoping that my luck would change

And if there's any truth to all those old sayings

'Cause if I killed a spider would my house catch on fire?

If I walked under a ladder would it matter?

I tend to laugh when black cats cross my path

Break mirrors in half just to test the aftermath

Now here comes the rain

I reject my pain

Trying to make sense of these crazy things

I'm a diamond in the rough, could I suffer enough?

I'm gettin' high for a livin', not givin' a f***

These hard times got me stuck, stuck in a jam

I'm the monkey on your back and the crack in the dam

Disastrous, took time to master this

In the past, just a map to capture this

In the darkness I'm forced to adapt to this

I would change the past if I could have one wish

Trade my torches for a dime

The pressure's fading away now

Black clouds lifted for the light

The pressure's fading away now

A thousand cigarettes won't change the way we feel

The pressure's fading now

Can you bear the thought of knowing truth?

Knowing truth

Knowing truth

I got through the black cloud

I got through the black cloud

Knowing truth

I got through the black cloud

Black cloud

I got through the black cloud

Knowing truth