Anxiety Wins

Don't wanna go outside

I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

Don't wanna let you down, don't wanna let you in

I let anxiety win

All of my friends is, too cold

They wanna hang out, but I don't

Don't wanna be bothered, I know

But I hate being alone

Tell me what's happenin' with my soul

I try to get past it but I won't

They think that I'm crazy, but who knows?

I might be, maybe (I might)

Take a walk in my shoes and you might see life in a way that you never seen it

If you feel like I do, then you might blink twice, then you realize you were never dreamin'

Only thing that I do is blame myself every time I feel defeated

But I know I got a million reasons

Shit is gettin' kinda real this evening

I can't keep my head down maybe I need to pray (Whoa)

'Cause I ain't been asleep in days

I gotta get out of this evil place (Whoa)

Or maybe I need to stay

Stare at the mirror, the truth is I hate my reflection cause all I can see is shame

Can somebody, anybody please relate? do you feel the same like?

I think my tension is buildin', my stresses are killing

My head through the ceiling, the pressure is filling, expression is healing

Deflecting, and still I'm expected to feel I'm connected but really I'm stressin'

Now how you expect me to deal with these walls when they keep on closing in?

As soon as I think that I'm close to winnin'

Anxiety takin' control again

Don't wanna go outside

I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

Don't wanna let you down, don't wanna let you in

I let anxiety win

I'm just out here tryin', tryin' to exist

I let anxiety win

Don't wanna go outside

I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

Sometimes feelin' depressed, sometimes I'm cryin' and that's just weird

Sometimes feelin' alive, sometimes I don't think that I'm happy here

Fuck it, I roll this blunt, somebody come bring me a pack of beer

'Cause when I'm feelin' fucked up, it's the only time my problems disappear

Who am I? Who am I? Can't no one tell me nothin'

Oh my god, oh my god, liquor done got me buzzin'

Just in time, just in time

Ain't no one I can trust and all of my fears are really assumptions

What am I scared of? Really it's nothin'

Maybe I'm buggin', maybe I need to pray (Whoa)

'Cause I ain't been asleep in days

I gotta get out of this evil place (Whoa)

Or maybe I need to stay

Stare at the mirror, the truth is I hate my reflection cause all I can see is shame

Can somebody, anybody please relate? Do you feel the same like?

I think my tension is buildin', my stresses are killing

My head through the ceiling, the pressure is filling, expression is healing

Deflecting, and still I'm expected to feel I'm connected but really I'm stressin'

Now how you expect me to deal with these walls when they keep on closing in?

As soon as I think that I'm close to winnin'

Anxiety takin' control again

Don't wanna go outside

I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

Don't wanna let you down, don't wanna let you in

I let anxiety win

I'm just out here tryin', tryin' to exist

I let anxiety win

Don't wanna go outside

I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win