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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Rosa
Rosa
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Rosina Emma Boxall
Rosina Emma Boxall
Songwriter
Stewart Brock
Stewart Brock
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Stewart Brock
Stewart Brock
Producer
Peter Fletcher
Peter Fletcher
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

I can’t sit with my own feelings
Always searching for a meaning
I’m on the edge
Can’t leave the bed
Wish I had a brain like yours instead
She’s going down again
 
Honestly
I wish I wasn’t me
Cause I wait here wondering
Will it stay like this forever?
I don’t want this forever
Honestly
I find it hard to breathe
I’m so tired of everything
Will I feel like this forever?
I don’t want this forever
 
Chasing numbers like it’s perfection
They rip my heart out with rejection
Anxiety’s rife
I’m broken inside
Will I need therapy for life?
Cause she’s going down again
 
 
Honestly
I wish I wasn’t me
Cause I wait here wondering
Will it stay like this forever?
I don’t want this forever
Honestly
I find it hard to breathe
I’m so tired of everything
Will I feel like this forever?
I don’t want this forever
I don’t want this forever
I don’t want this forever
I don’t want this forever
Written by: Rosina Emma Boxall, Stewart Brock
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