bad days

Sitting at the top of the stairs

And I wonder why they sound so mad

They keep on shouting and it makes me sad

All these feelings I just write them down

I think I’ve always been kinda scared

What if I end up with tarnished love?

What if I am never good enough?

What if no one loves my broken parts?

Wish it would change

Stuck in a cycle

Hear it again

Another fight, thought this would all end

How does this end?

If it’s been raining for months will you still want to hold me?

If I’m halfway to hell will you swear to adore me?

Cos I will remind you of all that you are

And I’ll take your hand when you’re falling apart

The bad days won’t be who we are

The bad days won’t be who we are

Sometimes I just get in my head

There’s a weight I’m always dragging round

And I never want to let you down

Sometimes I can hear a trigger sound

And I’m sitting at the top of the stairs

And I know it’s been years now

But that little girl’s here now

And I remember the tears now

Wish it would change

Stuck in a cycle

Hear it again

Round and around

Thought this would all end

How does this end?

If it’s been raining for months will you still want to hold me?

If I’m halfway to hell will you swear to adore me?

Cos I will remind you of all that you are

And I’ll take your hand when you’re falling apart

The bad days won’t be who we are

The bad days won’t be who we are

The bad days won’t be who we are

I will still love you