Summer Song

Was a long September, like all the other months

Bleed into each other, stuck in a love that I didn't want

Guess I hurt some people, it's just collateral

I can be so mean, had a spring clean, it wasn't personal

Taking time, but I don't mind

There's colour in my skin

Maybe my walls were high to keep me dry

But now it's time to swim

It's the end of summer, nearly been a year

I'm alone in bed, but my house feels full with nobody here

Started kissing strangers, started counting them just for fun

I don't know their names, 'cause I won't be somebody's anyone

Cold blood killing

Took a while to bite the bullet

Lost all feeling

Jumped the gun, I had to do it

Took an age to pull the pages

Screaming out and searching for a better meaning

I'm ripping out the pages

Don't care how clean the slate is

Forgotten what my name is

But I'll remember it

Or maybe I will change it

Fuck up and end up famous

Hide out in someone's basement

And come back just to claim it

Cold blood killing

Took a while to bite the bullet

Lost all feeling

Jumped the gun, I had to do it

Took an age to pull the pages

Screaming out and searching for a better meaning