i’m so tired

moved to a desert that they irrigate in the summer i don't wanna hear about you not seeing the flowers in the middle of june i guess it's something that i gotta get over in my own time baby that's true not cursing the weather enjoying the view oh, i'm so tired i'm so tired i'm so tired i'm so tired cause I thought my life would've changed put it all through the fire left it out in the rain and i put my love on the line rejection got colder most every time and i guess i thought i'd outgrow all my shame but it only gets stronger when i hear your name oh, i'm so tired i'm so tired i'm so tired i'm so tired i thought i'd make myself into somebody you wanted ignored all the warnings ended up in a war for my soul so i turned to something a little more innocent a little ambition, baby chasing a dream they say is the end of a man it's the end of a man and I thought my life would've changed put it all through the fire left it out in the rain and i put my love on the line rejection got colder most every time and i guess i thought i'd outgrow all my shame but it only gets stronger when i hear your name oh, i'm so tired i'm so tired i'm so tired i'm so tired i'm tired of all this anger burning in my heart i'm tired of fear and isolation when i lay down in my car so i guess i'll try this Jesus that you claim paid it all i just wonder can He handle the kid who got it all wrong can you handle