Tenure

you said my experience is lacking not up with my age but i don't think you know what i've been through with my porcelain feelings and my heart on a stage i don't think you know what you're putting me through you said your tenure is longer as a friend than a lover and i should've listened to you the first night that we met you called yourself a heartbreaker bad communicator and i should've listened to you the first night that we met oh we're not even through and it hurts like this it hurts like this well i'm sick and tired of you calling me friend and then holding my hand on the boardwalk oh i'm sick and tired of you calling me friend when the black in your eyes says you're falling you said your tenure is longer as a friend than a lover oh and i should've listened to you the first night that we met you called yourself a heartbreaker bad communicator and i should've listened to you the first night that we met oh we're not even through and it hurts like this it hurts like your name off my lips the sentiment unspoken bruising my lungs just to hold in the love that i so long to give you if you weren't hell bent to string me along and then build up your walls oh i'm letting go, letting go of you i'm letting go, letting go of the future i'm letting go, letting go, letting go letting go you said your tenure is longer as a friend than a lover we're not even through and it hurts like this but i'm no longer afraid even in your midst