Someday

Someday, maybe we could just nod friendly

Or chat a couple minutes how the weather's going bad

It may take a bit adapting to these new quirks you have found

The honest smile you have on while I'm shaking on your hand

And someday, maybe you'll stop being angry

And maybe by then

I'll make my wounds mend

Cause I'm still too scared to admit I may have never left your grasp

That you're still not in my past

But I'll rinse you down

Off of my chest

Someday, maybe I could stop pretending

That I was left unchanged, as if you never came around

It has turned out quite the effort gluing pieces back behind

Admitting to myself that I can hear, that I'm not blind

But I sometimes still fear to let someone near

Like that time when

I made a bad friend

And I don't want to make one more for whom I'll search behind my back

To check if he's keeping track

But I'll rinse you down

Off of my chest

All things pass and this will pass

If grass can grow through concrete, there's no reason why can't I

Still, forgiveness is a hassle, it's hard not to hold a grudge

But I'm letting go, and it doesn't hurt as much

And someday maybe

I could even see you gladly

Someday, maybe

But maybe not

Someday, maybe

But I'd rather not