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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jessie Murph
Jessie Murph
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jessie Murph
Jessie Murph
Songwriter
Abby-Lynn Keen
Abby-Lynn Keen
Songwriter
Oscar Linnander
Oscar Linnander
Songwriter
Trevor Brown
Trevor Brown
Songwriter
Warren Felder
Warren Felder
Songwriter
Beninu Adolemiui
Beninu Adolemiui
Songwriter
Shondrae Crawford
Shondrae Crawford
Songwriter
Radric Delantic Davis
Radric Delantic Davis
Songwriter
Howard Kaylan
Howard Kaylan
Songwriter
Mark Volman
Mark Volman
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Oscar Linnander
Oscar Linnander
Producer
Trevor Brown
Trevor Brown
Producer
Rob Kinelski
Rob Kinelski
Mixing Engineer
Dale Becker
Dale Becker
Mastering Engineer
Oak Felder
Oak Felder
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm from Alabama, I'm 'bout 4'11
I've got a shitty father, and I'd like to go to Heaven
Internally, I'm scrappy but I'm afraid to fight
I prefer to keep my hoops in, so I stay in at night
[Verse 2]
They tell me not to falter, to tell them who I am
But I'm not fucking sure, I know I love shitty men
They normally contribute to the state that I'm in
This place that I'm in, this fucking state that I'm in
Sometimes in the morning, I feel bad when I get up
And I look around my house and I look at all the stuff
I get to feeling guilty and I think about my mom
I'm the first one in my family to see a million bucks
[Chorus]
No
I don't wanna talk about it
I'd rather write my way around it
'Cause I don't wanna talk about it
No
I don't like the way it's sounding
And I don't know no one around here
And I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna talk about it
[Verse 3]
I'm not much of a cooker, but I like to make my pasta
I throw it in a pot, and I mix it with the thought of
Losing all I've ever had
Losing all I've ever fought for
And then I get high and I wonder what it's all for
I write songs about my father and the fucked up shit he did
But I take one out the chamber 'cause I'm learning to forgive
I would rather not throw him right up under the bus
Though, I used to wish someday that he'd get hit by that bus
I would like to not be bitter, yeah, and I'd take that back
And I prefer sweet, but still, I take my coffee black
It's 4 in the morning, and I wake up in a sweat
Paranoid that someone's there
It's only ever just the wind
[Chorus]
Oh
I don't wanna talk about it
I wanna write my way around it
But I don't wanna talk about it
No
I don't like the way it sounds
And I don't know no one around here
And I don't wanna talk about it
[Outro]
Somehow, now I'm twenty and I'm trying to figure out
What the hell to do with love and what the hell to do without
I walk in with my head held high, I feel like a tall child
I'll sample Lemonade to make Gucci Mane proud
Written by: Abby-Lynn Keen, Beninu Adolemiui, Howard Kaylan, Jessie Murph, Mark Volman, Oscar Linnander, Radric Delantic Davis, Shondrae Crawford, Trevor Brown, Warren Felder
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