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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Lyn Lapid
Lyn Lapid
Vocals
Jason Suwito
Jason Suwito
Keyboards
Em Beihold
Em Beihold
Background Vocals
Nick Lopez
Nick Lopez
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jason Suwito
Jason Suwito
Songwriter
Em Beihold
Em Beihold
Songwriter
Nick Lopez
Nick Lopez
Songwriter
Katelyn Lapid
Katelyn Lapid
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jason Suwito
Jason Suwito
Producer
Mitch McCarthy
Mitch McCarthy
Mixing Engineer
Theo Quayle
Theo Quayle
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'll be happy when this lonely city feels like mine
Maybe when I have a license and a car to drive
I can take a trip to nowhere on the 405
Just to feel alive
I'll be happy when I finally can find real friends
Who all like me as am I and they don't all pretend
That I'm more than just a temporary means to an end
Thinking maybe then
[PreChorus]
That I'll be fine
But what if it's all too late?
What if I'm bound to break?
'Cause what if there's nowhere to escape?
Once the high starts to fade, fade
I start to fade, fade
I start to fade
[Verse 2]
I'll be happy when my smiles aren't in self defense
When I finally belong outside convenience
When they ask me how I'm doing and they really care for real
I fear, I fear, I fear
[PreChorus]
That life's not mine
[Chorus]
And it's all too late
What if I'm bound to break?
'Cause what if there's nowhere to escape?
Once the high starts to fade, fade
I start to fade, fade
Don't want to fade, fade
I start to fade, fade
Don't want to fade
[Outro]
Will I be a buzzkill forever?
Be a buzzkill forever?
Be a buzzkill forever?
Be a buzzkill forever?
Be a buzzkill forever?
Be a buzzkill forever?
Be a buzzkill forever?
Be a buzzkill forever?
Written by: Em Beihold, Jason Suwito, Katelyn Lapid, Nicholas Michael Lopez, Nick Lopez

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