Sober

Time moves slower when i get sober

I never did want you back, but whenever I leave you're pulling me closer

Stuck in the moment, my lens seems out of focus

How can i be mad at it, this life of mine I chose it

I keep on calling you, even though I don't need ya

We used to link almost everyday

Now I think we need breathers

Put my trust in this filter, but it won't fill the void that you left

Was just a boy when we met

You helped me stop the noise in my head

My parents never did like you

Maybe they judged you way too quickly

My backpack smells like teenage spirit

I bet if I'm there you're with me

I know I could turn to the drinks these days

This rum ruining in my kidney

Amnesia or purple haze it's all the same when you kiss me

Time moves slower when i get sober

I never did want you back, but whenever I leave you're pulling me closer

Stuck in the moment, my lens seems out of focus

How can i be mad at it, this life of mine I chose it

I keep on calling you, even thought I don't want you back

Swear I'm better without ya

Only a matter of time till I relapse

I tried to pass off as nonchalant

But you controlled how I felt

You seemed right when things went wrong, that's just the cards I was dealt (I'm folding)

Lick it and fold it, when we ran out of them silvers

Cardboard all in this filter

Had me yearning for something realer

I got disassociation issues around the same time that I met you

Ten for lunch, but I'll buy this food, cuz that's the lengths you push me to (I'm done)

Time moves slower when i get sober

I never did want you back, but whenever I leave you're pulling me closer

Stuck in the moment, my lens seems out of focus

How can i be mad at it, this life of mine I chose it