I don't know what free is

I, I tried to ask:

What is a performance?

What is to write?

Who is telling it?

When nobody wants to speak

Someone wrote:

"... a performance is something that takes place

Or, even better, someone who is present".

But I don't know what it is in your case…

… to be present …

She wants to disappear, she wants to be ashes, musk, breath

She has worked on it her whole life

She has worked on it her whole life

To resist

To breathe out, trying not to breathe in too much

"If I only breathe mostly out

I will rid myself

Of myself"

Sign me out, out of the digital earth

Erase me, erase me from brittle pages

Write me out, out of the manuscript

Open up your mouth

Exhale me with your cigarette smoke

Like you gave me life, now set me free

I don't know what free is

But I think you do

Take responsibility for your forms

Or maybe not

Or maybe not

Or maybe not