Early Onset

You say you can't stand being alone with your thoughts

But is it just me, or do you do that a lot?

You keep yourself busy by going on walks

Discover new ways you'll escape

As you start to feel safe

Can't stay in one spot, no dream destination

Is it self-sabotage or self-preservation?

Whatever it's called, I put your favourite things into your cage

To distract you from getting away

Why stay worried for what you can't control?

Said you'd be nothing if not held responsible

If you're missing me more than I know

Then why won't you fill me in?

That wasn't a joke, but you can't take me serious

Well, I do it to cope

And I hate that you know

Does it make it less funny

When there are dark undertones?

It helps having you here, we're filling the air

Laughter is medicine when shit gets severe

You're the cure for Alzheimer's, that makes memories appear

You are carefully observed

Why stay worried for what you can't control?

Said you'd be nothing if not held responsible

But you halt my whole world, spin it backwards

And stretch from pole to pole

Back to when natural disasters were still as natural

But why stay worried for what you can't control?

Said you'd be nothing if not held responsible

But you halt my whole world, spin it backwards

And stretch from pole to pole

Back to when natural disasters were still as natural