Blinded

im blinded from all of the pain

i dont know what i could say

i built me again and again

i carried the stress on my chest

messed up again and again

belittled again and again

gave all my heart again

i see all the shame its insane

if you ever gave me a way to stop, i would be taking it before it drops

i would be holding it close to my heart, so that it beats with the rhythm its got

i cant forget, i cant remember the rest, all that i know is my chest

carries the loss of a person depressed, i've just been feeling so numb at my best

all that i wanted inside of this life, was that my family would be alright

all that i wanted for all of my friends, happiness wealth and love, no pride

pride is a killer, it teaches you classes,shows you dont care about struggle and stride

all that i wanted for me was to end it, romanticized the word suicide

im blinded from all of the pain

i dont know what i could say

i built me again and again

i carried the stress on my chest

messed up again and again

belittled again and again

gave all my heart again

i see all the shame its insane

if all the struggles with money and feelings never existed i wouldnt be me

if all the times where i was alone never existed i wouldnt be seen

if i done never loved, and never cared, i wouldnt care for a thing

if pain dont exist, then i never do, blank wasnt born from a feeling of bliss

its all the hope i got, im tryna just write a lil story with a happy ending

i wont just sit here and pretend that everythings fine, and loves never ending

imma just tell you my truth in my mind, all of the shit that you dont wanna hear

i learned that pain gives us love, and love is the reason im living you hear?

im blinded from all of the pain

i dont know what i could say

i built me again and again

i carried the stress on my chest

messed up again and again

belittled again and again

gave all my heart again

i see all the shame its insane

im never stopping the pen, this shit is the reason im living today and i love it

even if nobody ever listens, even if nobody cares for my problems

fuck it just pick up a paper and write it with me, follow the lines imma say

We're all the greatest thing to exist, And im the greatest inside of my space

i wasnt born with a blessing, i was just born with a way

everyones got it with something, i just got it with a page

you dont gotta follow the norm, do what you love with your pace

all of us got what we want, we just gotta set up the stage

im blinded from all of the pain

i dont know what i could say

i built me again and again

i carried the stress on my chest

messed up again and again

belittled again and again

gave all my heart again

i see all the shame its insane