Magic or Medicine

Ah, ooh, ah, ooh Ah, ooh, ah Sometimes I think I need a doctor, 'cause I've been down A pill for pain or maybe something softer to straighten me out I'm looking at the peace I'm tryna foster, and I have my doubts 'Cause I tried to find myself, and then I lost her, so now I'm unfound But I've been working through my feelings I'm staying calm, tryna regulate my breathing 'Fore it's over, learn composure, start to think before I speak, and Evaluate the company I'm keeping And I've been wading through the water Remember when I talk to myself, I'm somebody's daughter Sister, someone's lover, and so many peoples' friend Yeah, I've been tryna make amends 'Cause I've been up at night More than I've ever been (I've been, ah) And I've been feeling right But then it's straight back to hell again (ah-ah-ah) I've been putting up a fight Thought it would get better then (I've been, ah) Pretty sure I need a cure But don't know if it's magic or medicine (ah-ah-ah) Sometimes I think I need religion, I've lost my faith In everything, I'm looking for some wisdom, so I can find my way Yeah, I've been feeling insecure 'Cause I got plenty, but I'm stuck here wanting more For more, still looking for more (Battling my mind) and calling it a war But I've been working through my feelings Yeah, I'm staying calm, tryna regulate my breathing 'Fore it's over, learn composure, start to think before I speak, and Evaluate the company I'm keeping And I've been wading through the water Remember when I talk to myself, I'm somebody's daughter Sister, someone's lover, and so many peoples' friend Yeah, I've been tryna make amends 'Cause I've been up at night More than I've ever been (I've been, ah) And I've been feeling right But then it's straight back to hell again (ah-ah-ah) I've been putting up a fight Thought it would get better then (I've been, ah) Pretty sure I need a cure But don't know if it's magic or medicine (ah-ah-ah) Oh, oh, oh, know if it's magic or medicine (ah-ah-ah) I need to know, oh, I need to know Magic or medicine (ah-ah-ah) Yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh, magic or medicine (ah-ah-ah) Think I need a cure, yeah (ah-ah)