For Months Now (III)

It happened in your car, then again at the bar

It doesn't matter where we are, it's a pattern

You get to fall apart, you're selfish, you don't think you are

Little things are the biggest part of the matter

That night you left me with your friends

I left you, a little bit then

It happens again and again, have you noticed?

I've been leaving you for months now

I just haven't found a way out

I don't love you like I used to

I just don't know how to tell you

When you're happy, I'm the saddest

You're gonna hate me when it happens

Keeping a secret and I'm not proud

I've been leaving you for months now

It's not a big surprise, you've seen it in my eyes

Every time you make me cry, you call it tough love

And you're not happy for me, not the way that you ought to be

And I'm tired of playing down all of the good stuff

I've been leaving you for months now

I just haven't found a way out

I don't love you like I used to

I just don't know how to tell you

When you're happy, I'm the saddest

You're gonna hate me when it happens

Keeping a secret and I'm not proud

I've been leaving you for months now

When I love you, I hate you the most

When I love you, I hate you the most

When I love you, I hate you the most

When I love you, I hate you the most

When I love you, I hate you the most

When I love you, I hate you the most

I've been leaving you for months now

I just haven't found a way out

I don't love you like I used to

I just don't know how to tell you

When you're happy, I'm the saddest

You're gonna hate me when it happens

Keeping a secret and I'm not proud

I've been leaving you for months now

I've been leaving you for months now