Hate It

I'm crossing a thin line

I don't have time, I'm just sitting sideways

I don't wanna do it right

I wanna be tight-scheduled, do it my way

I make way too much of everything

I'm on a ten-lane highway

I'm hanging out for now but the hang is over

When my knot gets all frayed

Manic episode, on the edge of overdose

Nocturnal, eternal, can we change the fucking show?

I'm sprawled out, stressed out

Thinking, "This is how I'll go", oh

I gotta numb it, I gotta slow down

But I don't think I wanna

And I don't think I'll know how

I'm fucked and faded, I'm overrated

I know it's funny from over there but I fucking hate it

I'm so overwhelmed but I don't want help

I just wanna suffer

Demonize me, it's good for you

I'm sure it'll make you feel better

I touch myself to pass the time

Yeah, it's better than the terror

Sometimes there's nothing and it feels nice

But it just gets rarer

Manic episode, on the edge of overdose

Nocturnal, eternal, can we change the fucking show?

I'm sprawled out, stressed out

Thinking, "This is how I'll go", oh

I gotta numb it, I gotta slow down

But I don't think I wanna

And I don't think I'll know how

I'm fucked and faded, I'm overrated

I know it's funny from over there but I fucking hate it

Control freak on a wire

Cut the cord, I'll take you higher

No net, a risk of fire

You know you got no buyer

I'm sprawled out, stressed out

Thinking, "This is how I'll go", oh

I gotta numb it, I gotta slow down

But I don't think I wanna

And I don't think I'll know how

I'm fucked and faded, I overate it

I know it's funny from over there but I fucking hate it

I fucking hate it

I know it's funny from over there but I fucking hate it