Collateral Damage

Pull me, push me, up and down the stairs

But I'll keep tryin' to climb them

Instead of going to leave

There's nothing that I need up there

God, don't fucking hurt me

But I would never leave

And I don't have the guts to tell you that I'm rotting

That I'm under your boot

And you make me feel disgusting

And even if you'd ask

I'd say this isn't about you

But please don't fucking ask

I don't talk about what I sing

I'm just collateral damage

I don't know who hurt more

I don't think you're being totally honest

I think you just got bored

I'm so boring to you

I'm not what you were hoping for

I'm just collateral damage

I'm sore

I'm sore

Friends are friends until they're not

Yeah, I'm so fucking hopeless

And god, I'm so reckless

And in the end, I wouldn't do it again

But the actions we carried out are not worth your defend

Fill my head with rocks and drop me in the river

Wish I could forget but I'm your forgiver

Low self-esteem, big dreams in a bad scene

I'm vulnerable and stupid

I come from a rough litter

I'm collateral damage

I don't know who hurt more

I don't think you're being totally honest

I think you just got bored

I'm so boring to you

I'm not what you were hoping for

I'm just collateral damage

I'm sore

I'm sore

(Jesus Christ) Jesus Christ, I'm addicted to feeling desired

And when I get my fix I'm so wired

And at the end of the day

We're so fucking tired

I'm crashing

We're crashing

We're crashing

We're just collateral damage

I don't know who hurt more

I don't think you're being totally honest

I think you just got bored

I'm so boring to you

I'm not what you were hoping for

I'm just collateral damage

I'm sore

I'm sore

I'm sore

I'm sore

I'm sore

I'm sore