Pushing It Down and Praying

I'm in bed, layin' down, naked He's inside of me I love him, kiss his mouth, prayin' He can't see what I see When I close my eyes You replace him Wearin' no disguise You erase him I wanna feel guilty (mm) I wanna feel that it's wrong (mm) I wanna know peace again Wanna sing a different song (mm) I want you to need me (mm) I need to want somethin' more (mm) He gives what he can But now I don't know what he's givin' for I'm in bed, layin' down, naked You're inside of me I love him, kiss his mouth, sayin' "Oh yeah, baby, touch and touch and touch and touch me" I wanna feel guilty I wanna feel that it's wrong I wanna know peace again Wanna sing a different song I want you to need me (need me) I need to want somethin' more (somethin' more) He gives what he can But now I don't know what he's giving for Softer, harder, in between You know just how to get to me He is stable, you are deep I know just how to get what I need I wanna feel guilty I wanna feel that it's wrong I wanna know peace again Wanna be singin' a different song It's only a question If somebody brings it up So, I'm pushin' it down and prayin' He won't see it when I come I'm pushin' it down and prayin'