Pushing It Down and Praying

I'm in bed, layin' down, naked

He's inside of me

I love him, kiss his mouth, prayin'

He can't see what I see

When I close my eyes

You replace him

Wearin' no disguise

You erase him

I wanna feel guilty

I wanna feel that it's wrong

I wanna know peace again

Wanna sing a different song

I want you to need me

I need to want somethin' more

He gives what he can

But now I don't know what he's givin' for

I'm in bed, layin' down, naked

You're inside of me

I love him, kiss his mouth, sayin'

"Oh, yeah, baby, touch, and touch, and touch, and touch me"

I wanna feel guilty

I wanna feel that it's wrong

I wanna know peace again

Wanna sing a different song

I want you to need me

I need to want somethin' more

He gives what he can

But now I don't know what he's givin' for

Softer, harder, in-between

You know just how to get to me

He is stable, you are deep

I know just how to get what I need

I wanna feel guilty

I wanna feel that it's wrong

I wanna know peace again

Wanna be singin' a different song

It's only a question

If somebody brings it up

So I'm pushin' it down and prayin'

He won't see it when I come

I'm pushin' it down and prayin'