Late Night Vent

I know you tired of waiting

You got to go and take it

You been at this for so long

Tell me why you chase it

You got a girl that you love

And she gon want some babies

But I'm scared to be a dad

Because my father hate me

What if I turn out just like the bum my father be

But I got a good heart

Because I'm the man my momma raised me

She gon hear this song

We'll probably have some conversations

We always get along

I'm tired of seeing her heart keep breaking

She don't deserve that

Told her she is worth more than she faces

Thank you for being so strong through these awful phases

Maybe your purpose was just to make me and Sarah amazing

You did a great job

Please don't ever feel ashamed with

Anything you did

You doing what you had to do

A lot of others wouldn't pick their kids over random dudes

That's the saddest part

But you played your part

Inside of my life and you still are

You my favorite star

And Sarah I know that we used to fight so much

But I'm so happy you're alive and made it past the

Suicidal stuff

And I ain't mean to mention that, sorry if its sensitive

I'm just thanking you for coming to the sense to live

And I won't forget you

Giving me a place to live

Once I make it big

I'll pay you back, get you amazing gifts

Thank you sis

Every single day I am so grateful for my family

Coulda went another way

But this the way it planned to be

Non and Pop

You have done so much for me

Thanks for being a fan of me

Promise I will get you back for helping me get on my feet

A million times

One day you gon see me shine

I'm taking mine

No standing by

This my spot

So wait in line

I'm racing by

Told myself that I would never give up

That was great advice

If they tell me different, I don't listen

I don't pay no mind

I know I'm grown now

Been on my own now

These days been coming and going

They never slow down

My mind is racing

These conversations

Just go around

My heart been aching and lately

I feel my soul drown

Down down down