Late Night Vent

I know you tired of waiting You got to go and take it You been at this for so long Tell me why you chase it You got a girl that you love And she gon want some babies But I'm scared to be a dad Because my father hate me What if I turn out just like the bum my father be But I got a good heart Because I'm the man my momma raised me She gon hear this song We'll probably have some conversations We always get along I'm tired of seeing her heart keep breaking She don't deserve that Told her she is worth more than she faces Thank you for being so strong through these awful phases Maybe your purpose was just to make me and Sarah amazing You did a great job Please don't ever feel ashamed with Anything you did You doing what you had to do A lot of others wouldn't pick their kids over random dudes That's the saddest part But you played your part Inside of my life and you still are You my favorite star And Sarah I know that we used to fight so much But I'm so happy you're alive and made it past the Suicidal stuff And I ain't mean to mention that, sorry if its sensitive I'm just thanking you for coming to the sense to live And I won't forget you Giving me a place to live Once I make it big I'll pay you back, get you amazing gifts Thank you sis Every single day I am so grateful for my family Coulda went another way But this the way it planned to be Non and Pop You have done so much for me Thanks for being a fan of me Promise I will get you back for helping me get on my feet A million times One day you gon see me shine I'm taking mine No standing by This my spot So wait in line I'm racing by Told myself that I would never give up That was great advice If they tell me different, I don't listen I don't pay no mind I know I'm grown now Been on my own now These days been coming and going They never slow down My mind is racing These conversations Just go around My heart been aching and lately I feel my soul drown Down down down